Will the Angels Abandon Us?

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 by: Skye Thomas

If we don't behave according to a specific church's
doctrine, will our guardian angels turn their backs on us? If we are
struggling with our overall belief in God or we're questioning the
validity of the holy books, will the angels abandon us? What if we
believe in God and in the Bible, but we just feel like screwing off for
awhile? Will they desert us? Do we have to be good and pure and perfect
in order for angels to look after us?

I can only speak from my own experience. I was not
raised in a church because my father is an atheist and my stepmother
just didn't care either way. I have always had a few paranormal gifts
that would come and go without warning. In my studies and research to
figure out the scientific understanding of the paranormal, I found my
own connection with the spirit world. I did not go out searching for
guardian angels. They found me. They helped me with my studies and as a
very skeptical person they've had to work very hard to prove to me that
they were real and that they had my best interests in mind.

They have never left me. I have come to find signs over
the years that long before they ever made their presence known to me,
they were there looking over me. I had a rather wild and rebellious
time during my late teens and early twenties. I absolutely did not
believe in any kind of a god and I did not believe that the Bible was
anything more than a bunch of greedy power-hungry men's rules for
keeping the rest of humanity under wraps. Nevertheless, for all my
negative beliefs, the angels watched over me. There are too many really
stupid dangerous things that I did that should have killed me, too many
times there is no other answer other than someone was looking over me
and saving me from my own youthful choices. It wasn't until long after
I'd calmed down and was behaving myself that they made themselves
known.

I have spent a lifetime questioning the various
religions, their churches, their leaders, their rules, and their
lifestyles. I have never come to a rock solid conclusion that any of
them are completely right or completely wrong. I may never know without
a doubt that any one holy book is the one and only holy book. I
personally have found a peace in knowing that all religions root in
love. Love one another. Love yourself. Love your journey no matter
where you are. My religious beliefs are a bit eclectic and I sort of
like it that way. It works for me. I have no need to recruit anyone
over to my beliefs because I can't even prove that what I believe is
how it really is. My guardian angels have never ever left me because I
question these things. They have never tried to convert me to any one
religion. I get the sense that they know me well enough to know that
it's the nature of me to question and explore.

Some say God created us in His own image. Then God must
be an intelligent independent explorer. Some say we create God in our
own image. Then God must be an intelligent independent explorer. Either
way, wouldn't it make sense that if each of us is a unique and
different person that each of us is going to have a unique and
different version of what defines God? My angels never get angry or
threaten to abandon me when I ask these kinds of questions. Instead,
they beam out love and light and smile lovingly like proud grandparents
watching their favorite grandchild explore the wonders of the earth. I
only feel loved and blessed. Never have I sensed that they would ever
leave me. They have promised that they won't.

I have had some very dark times since finding out that
they are with me. I've gotten really angry at them. I've screamed at
the heavens shaking my fist and cussing. They agreed to leave me alone
for awhile but assured me that when I was ready, they'd be back. I was
still protected but we didn't have the close chats about life that I'd
come to love. Once, I wanted to do incredible harm to someone who had
hurt me and my children. I was in the darkest ugliest most
un-Christ-like place a person can be. Even through my angels refused to
help me carry out my dark plots against this person, they never left
me. When I was sorry for being so dark and was ready to heal and be
happy again, they were right there to help me. Angels won't help you do
bad deeds no matter how righteous you may feel, but they'll help you
when you're ready to shift away from those dark desires.

From my own personal relationship with my own angels, I
have to say no. No they won't leave you. They will always love you and
will do everything they can to keep you on a good path, but if you want
to screw up your life, they will stick by you but you won't get that
loving beam of warmth. No matter who you are or what you've done, your
angel is still there waiting to connect with you. If you don't want to
connect they won't force you. If you're life is going fairly well, they
may not even need to tell you that they're there. They aren't pushy.
Others are more needy of that spiritual connection and need to feel the
comforting and loving energy from them. Perhaps the reason mine have
been so vocal is because I am such a brat at times? Some of us need to
hear it loud and clear in order to believe it. Blind faith is a bizarre
and twisted lesson, but I'm working on it.

Copyright 2004, Skye Thomas, Tomorrow's Edge

About the Author

Skye Thomas is the CEO of Tomorrow's Edge, an Internet leader in inspiring leaps of faith. She became a writer in 1999 after twenty years of studying spirituality, metaphysics, astrology, personal growth, motivation, soulmates, and parenting. Her books, articles, and astrological forecasts have inspired people of all ages and faiths to recommit themselves to the pursuit of happiness. To read more of her articles and to sign up to receive her free weekly newsletter, go to www.TomorrowsEdge.net. To download free previews of her books, go to www.SkyeThomas.com.

Skye@TomorrowsEdge.net

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